Held Back by what

Reality is ruining my life -- Calvin and Hobbs


I would like to travel to different places in my life, top of the list is Mansarovar ki Yatra, followed closely by the Silk route and a trans himalayan trek followed by the Ankorvat temple.

Those are long term plans, what I don't understand is why I can't just pack my bag every friday and zoom off to the nearest station outside of delhi. Especially since no one is waiting for me, it seems there is just a pull from somewhere which holds me from becoming a partial nomad.

I should have been in Rishikesh on Saturday jumping on a raft rather than sitting in the office doing quality check on my team members, there has to be something better, now I undersand that i like to work, in fact I think i would like to succeed where I am working, and that is saying a lot, what i can't figure out is why on a saturday, what has gone wrong with me or am I just like this, lot of want very less need

Potential .. lots of BARF

People have no clue who I am and more so what I am ........Good for them...

Philosophy

This philosophy stems from the view that evrybody has potential

therefore I am not Sachin Tendulkar or Ganguly or one of the khans or the Tata's or Birlas because one I have a different surname and secondly had I been one of the above they would not be what they are ( EGO)

it is like I am not first because had i been first the first boy/girl would not have been first... right....

Great philosophy

Too much about myself

nah...not worth it...the depressing part of it ...I never knew that i was having fun at that time...ooooo the foolishness of the young....
after my last post...I was sooooooo depressed that I had to stop writing for a while, thus I am not writing any more about myself....after all i know everything about myself anyways...u actually cannot quiz me...I can actually challenge others ...In fact a discovery..I am the most knowledgeble about myself..I feel GREAT .....