Thursday, January 31, 2008

Stop

yup that is what my life has come to.....total stagnation...complete stop....full burnout....

It is said that rolling stone does not gather moss...I think i have become a tree...dead at that, rooted to one place neither growing tall nor increasing spread....

Nothing exites me anymore...recently saw the result of lot of hard work in my work... amazing by any standard...received a lot of accolades ...however just did not get exited...did not think that it mattered...people in my line of business would understand my problem I guess....

Need something to excite me...I think my 2006 failures has at last caught up.....need something to move myself mentally.....

As they say roll with the punches.... I wish I could

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Things

I have often noticed, of things past that we do not do any more....

I probably ate (yes siree , ate...well chewed rather) on a sugarcane after such a long time, it is years...so long ago that i don't even remember when was the last time

Saw my Father getting up at 5 in the morning to watch India in Australia ( Last time I remember was probably in the 80's in front of a black and white portable TV in Ranchi in the winters with the whole family in one room)

Ofcourse the culinary delights ..that my mother regularly churns out.... dying art I say...dying art...we are definately the blessed generations...cause the next one won't have any idea about Gujia's pithe's, e.t.c....

Failures

hmmm..won't lie...the phiolosphopy is definately my brain child, however I got this idea after reading Prashant's post on relationship failures ....

Philosophy is a simple one....

If i don't do something I won't fail at that ...

Confused....

E.g....

I am not a failure in relationship cause...I am not in relationship....

Amazing...

Life is definately simple all you need is a correct vision